cazje's blog

Hi I hope you all join me in wishing jan a happy birthday, i know that its a week off for chemo and that she has been real poorly so i am hoping that today she is feeling able to enjoy her day. Happy Birthday Jan lots of love and many many more x x x

Have been to hospital this afternoon for first appointment after operation and chemo for lung cancer. Had an xray and doctor said its looking good clear of the cancer. Go and build yourself up and live your life. I asked does that mean i am cured and he said we can not say that for 5 years. I have to go back every four months. Phew what a relief for my husband and i we went out and had a lovely meal, and he keeps singing…

I was accepted yesterday for the Hestel and balans course here in holland which means healing/recovery and balance think the balance means balance back into your life. I am real pleased as there is no balance in my life at the moment i feel like i am on an emotional rollercoaster and am going though many fears i never had before. I finished with chemo 8 weeks ago and unfortuntely had quite a few side effects first week…