Hi all.
I am sitting in bed eating some posh chocolate and drinking coffee. One of my favourite pastimes.
I haven't much to say to be honest, could be because we are in a kind of limbo but felt an update was overdue.
We have had an eventful week here, the twins have both been in hospital having minor operations on their heads. One planned to deal with an excess skin growth and the other unplanned, I think it was a twin thing, he didn't want to feel left out? So....as much as I had hoped for a break from hospital it wasn't possible this week. Going to get a season ticket.
I have continued observing my antenatal class and attending a weekly tutorial which I am really enjoying, surrounded by like minded people tackling a subject dear to my heart. While I am attending the tutorials and observing I am just me. I forget all about my squatter and I like it.
This week I will have had the longest amount of time free of chemotherapy and can feel my energy returning. During chemotherapy I had been a little frustrated and angry with myself as all I ever wanted to do was lay in bed. I felt like the laziest moo going. However today I have apologised to myself. Turns out I really was fatigued....
Today we started packing the house up, starting in our bedroom, I hate how empty a room feels when it is devoid of the 'things' that you accumulate. Seems to echo?
Both of the older children are now receiving counselling and hopefully it will help them process what is happening to them and enable them to channel their emotions constructively.
Results Tuesday looms large and I am not looking forward to it much.
#shrinkyoubastardshrink
