So I had a singing lesson today at college. At the moment we are working on songs for our rep which basically means that we take it in turns to get up and sing whatever song/s we have been working on. Anyway today everyone kept singing these really sad songs and one in paticular made me start crying. So I'm sat there with tears rolling down my cheeks, silently crying for about five minuets and I just can't stop crying. So in the end I get up and walk out of the lesson.
Eventually they send someone out to check that I'm ok. She started talking about how when I get through all this horrible stuff thats going on at the moment I'll be such a strong person and it'll prove how determined I am and so on and I just kept thinking;
What if I don't get through this?
