I sat there and the lovely A&E doctor looked at me with sadness and said I'm really sorry but you have Boney mets!! Is there anyone i can call for you?
WHAT????
I only came in for a blood transfusion!!
Now once again (3rd time cancer for me)
I am on the cancer train....I don't want to be,let me off NOW!
my mind went into overdrive, I was planning my funeral in my head,how I was going to tell my kids, what my life was going to be like from now.....
I'm only 55, why me, breast cancer twice, why me? Have I not been tested enough? Now its invaded my body again and i cant bloody kill it this time, the bugger! Why me!!!
I went into myself for 3 days....I was numb,
6-8 weeks have passed and life is odd...
Today I am enjoying the sun on my face, I can say that I am pain free at this moment in time(until I stand up lol)
The past 6 -8 weeks story is for another day....for now its sun, maybe a cheeky glass of wine and a book...
Peace out!!
