Well im home again with not much news
i am waiting for 1 more test result to come back now and then i find out whats going to happen
I do now know that i will have 3 surgeries sounds very daunting but im ready for whatever they have in store for me
the first one is to cut out 2 lesions on the left
the second is to put in a stent and block off the main blood supply to the right
the third is to remove the right side of the liver
the test im waiting for is to see if my cancer is compatible with the trial drug that should be in by monday onco is chasing them up now if it is i will start chemo very soon and if not i will have 2 surgeries before christmas
I know it seems like we havent moved but they recon we have
So yet again i am waiting this is getting me down im really finding it hard to cope now so i have asked my onco about see a psychiatrist so she is setting that up now so hopefully they can sort out my mind
Thankyou all for your kind words and good vibes
lots of love Rose xxxxxxx
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Its the waiting that gets to you !!! we have all been waiting to hear how you got on yesterday (chat room) it sounds like its progressed a bit further... wishing you lots of positive vibes.....betty
Oh Rose sending you lots of ((((((hugs)))))) still more waiting but at least now you do have some ideas about what surgery and when it starts will be quite quick. you have waited long enough and action is needed as soon as possible. Pleased you are going to see someone to help talk through all of this, ranting is chat is great but sometimes one to one is good. Hope to speak to you soon. Love Rose xxxx
Hi Rose - I swear it's the waiting throughout this whole thing that drives me nuts. Wait for blood test results, for scans, for xrays etc etc and on it goes - like a never ending corridor that we're all forced down. From your Blog, I know you're all up and rarin' to go, but at the same time you've made the step to ask to see a psychiatrist. I hope you get something good from that Rose, as I think there are times in life when we ALL need a helping hand. I wish you all the very best Rose, and I look forward to hearing from you soon, with lotsa love kate xxxxxxxxxxxxx
