My fever spiked Saturday morning. As usual I took a shower, paracetamol and fell asleep woke up with 38.1 temp had to call the ambulance. They checked and got 37.9 twice.
I spent from Saturday 4pm till Sunday 6pm in the hospital and then as usual discharged myself. The doctors only see you once in a day, food is terrible nothing fresh. Nothing is clean, the bins were stinking and no one emptied them???
Finally home, called to change my appointment with oncologist as she should see me day before chemo. I was told there is no appointment available. Great, I also need a scan??? as there is suppose to be one afer thrid chemo. No one seems effing bothered.
I am so %**^*^ tired of running after nurses and doctors. I am the one going through chemo, I am sick sick sick give me a break and sort these things out. I have to keep on chasing this shit again and again.
So tired, mouth hurts, bones are crushing, nails are killing me. gonna sleep now :(
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