Woke this morning and realised this is never going to be just an awful nightmare and that I really need to 'man up' and face this head on. Today I had my hair done - thought greys at 31 were cruel enough!
My neighbour came and spoke to me in the driveway and I managed to hold it together... Just!
We are going on a family break with my siter in law and her gang mon-fri and I am really looking forward to getting away and spending quality time with my precious family before I have my opertion and treatment.
My eldest daughter. (turns 5 next month) thinks I have had a headache since Tuesday... She asked me last night if my head was better and I told her it was and she gave me a heart melting hug, she has definitely sensed something isn't quite right with the tears and family and friends coming and going more than usual. Time for me to be strong for them, they're so worth it!
My mum bought me a lovely bracelet with a silver heart pendant on it... It's my lucky charm... To go with my 2 girls being my good luck charms!
The emotions are incredible from sheer fear to guilt that my husband and parents and brother etc are having to go through this but we ARE all going to go through this and come out the other side. Let's get this done!
