thought i would say hello on here the sun is shining,nice and warm not to hot because yes i know after chemo your skin is sensitive,how long does this last i am not sure anyway have my first outpatients check up next month i am was told enjoy your life you are now in remission for how long i thought?? yes i know think positive my company i work for are now chasing me to go back to work but i still do not feel fit enough lots of days i still feel tired other full of life the company do not understand this illness does anyone.....i am due to retire next year 2010 so i see there point they want there staff back but i am frightened if i will be ok what do i do retire or try i want my normal life back is this the way to start and try...will i ever be normal who am i trying to fool any thoughts on this blog please let me know i feel so low what to do about going back to work my doctor says take my time but i want my life back
