steve passed away 6/12/10 sudden but peacefully he only had one lot of chemo it had not worked, he refused anymore treatment. his liver was badly swollen they thought it had spread tot he stomach never got a chance to find out. he lasted eight weeks after being diagnosed at peace now
it has been 4wks sincee steve passed away, this is my first time on my own kids have gone back to school. i have not cried much, some days i do feel down others i'm ok. but i'm feeling gulity that i'm not sobbing my heart out? or do i think he has not gone and i'm denying it? i feel confused.
steve had his funeral yesterday 17/12/10 the service was lovely had a big turn out. lots of people came to buriel too. i lost it a bit, but it was expected,. found it hard to leave the grave,. but i did him proud. and he is at peace. went back to grave this morning to pick up cards( got los,t found it eventally) as i was too upset yesterday, they were covered in snow, but look ok now. just waiting for brochure for headstone…
steve passed away yesterday at 18.10 sudden but peacefully RIP thanks for all support
steve has gone downhill over weekend. nurse bakc tomorrow to put up syringe driver. and catheter, it is so horri ble to watch you love on fading way. only having sips of water now. very restless, not sleeping much. i just hope he goes peacefully.
