steve had his funeral yesterday 17/12/10 the service was lovely had a big turn out. lots of people came to buriel too. i lost it a bit, but it was expected,. found it hard to leave the grave,. but i did him proud. and he is at peace. went back to grave this morning to pick up cards( got los,t found it eventally) as i was too upset yesterday, they were covered in snow, but look ok now. just waiting for brochure for headstone. then we can feel that it will be easier to visit to talk, weep laugh or just remember him queitly
