Black is grey. Grey Cornwall. Grey emotions. Grey life right now. But grey is better than black right. Responsibility of travelling to Cornwall weighs me down. Consultant says yes go… But he doesn’t have the ‘what if? Worry’ WIW
Anyway two dogs keep me busy and I have to trust Hana will tell me if she is really unwell. Hopefully it is just fatigue after a long tiring journey. I am really hyper sensitive to her mood, her feeling, her state of mind.
Going to dog walk later. Hopefully will give me energy and a fresh approach..
