OK I think I am making too much jibberish on messengers and community boards. I think I am overtired and need some rest but I actually feel quite hyper. Real bad indigestion too - Maybe I have eaten a magical herb - I wish! - or maybe I have just eaten too much crap from feeling depressed I dunno.
All I have been doing the last couple of days is crying. Crying that much that my eyes are puffy, red, sore, my lips are sooo sore & I am pale in complexion and dark circles under my once sparkly eyes. If I'd ever wanted to be emo now - I'd look the part without bothering!
Delievery
The District nurse STILL hasn't brought over any gloves. Dad had to buy some today - and they were £8 per box from the Chemist WTF! I remember last year them being half the price! Fucking rip off country.
Although, we now have the commode. Which is useful although mum still needs help using it.
The palative carer will be out in the morning too. Although I think this is the reason i cannot sleep. Im worried she is gunna turn up really early too. And as Im tired yet not able to sleep at the mo - Im guessing I will sleep in a little later than normal. (mum and sis don't mind me getting up a little later sometimes as they are usually both asleep when I come down in the mornings stil and i usually start on the housework till they wake up!
Anyways think I might try and get a little sleep. Listen to a bit of coldplay and try and get a little sleep :( Im worried.
