Well folks today is the day when i could be 1 in a 1000000 as the consultant seems to have intimated that the primary cause of my cancer is my left tonsil, very rare and as my mum always told me i was 1 in a million but i never believed her thought that was just what mums say to all their siblings.
So 15:45 myself and my gf go up to Lincoln County Hospital for the results of all the scans and the surgery i have undergone trying to determine the cause of the vile disease i have in my body, its not enough for me to have diabetes & epilepsy but i have to come down with this vile disease. what next they gonna saddle me with.
i have a bit of haphrehesion at just what the consultant is going to say but i am adamant that i am not having the treatment spoil my christmas so am gonna ask them no tell them that i want o be able to eat my xmas dinner without it being put through a blender, and drank as a soup. I have waited this long 3 or 4 weeks wont make much of a difference.
Itsalso at the back of my mind that the cancer has spread and that it is inoperable but i am not saying anything to my GF who thinks they got it all when they removed the lump amd the left tonsil, and that she thinksa i'm 1 in a million too lets hope so.
i will post my results on here and will try not to be too technical
haver a good day biggles13
