as i have always said if i can get it i will get it, i have only justr been diagnosed with this disease (can i call it that) or condition?
I suffer from Epilepsy and diabetes which both conditions i can control, but this i cannot, i dont know what emotions i will be going throo, but have decided from day one of being diagnosed to write all my thoughts down in a journal, might seem funny or weird to others but to me it seems the most sane thing to do, i have always coped with death and illnesses well in the past but this has got me flumoxed stumped and bewildered.
I lost my father to a mining disease only a year ago and when ever i was ill or hurt myself he was there to comfort me and tell me that "everything will be all reet lad"
Now hes not here i feel lost and alone, i have my partner Tracy, her boys Simon, Jason & Oliver who all comfort me when im down, but i really miss my dad
