had to tell work yesterday that i could not attend, my throat has swollen up making it very difficult for me to swallow, even water hurts, the mouth wash does too.
i knew it would be bad but dint think it would be this bad this quick. am feeling very lifeless and have even thought of saying no to the next lot of treatment as it will only make me feel worse, i dont think the oncologist has took into the treatment plan that i am on other medications for other problems, have been told by a few people that he does not care about other conditions only the cancer he is dealing with i find that very hard to digest but i will ask him when i go up today, well off for a bath now before i go up to the hospital
see you all later
Biggles13
