My mum passed away this morning and it is the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with yet I couldn't cry and stil can't. I cried all the time when she was ill and the night before she died but when it happened i went numb. It was horrible seeing my mum unable to do anything by herself and not even communicating with anyone and as horrible as this situation is, i'm glad she doesnt have to suffer anymore.
I feel like I'm floating and everything is in a bit of a daze. I don't know how I'm going to cope without my mum. More of my concern is how my dads going to cope. I feel a bit sick. Does it get easier?
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