Hello All
i lost my mum on the 2nd if october! after a long 3 years battle i sadly lost my beautiful mum! I am finding things a lot harder than i expected! i am feeling very low and miss her more and more as each day goes past! I am struggling with the fact that my mum is dead!gone forever my beautiful angel has been taken from me! i am 21 years old and i feel like i have not had her for long enough i feel so angry and bitter at the fact that shes not going too see me get married oor see my kids! how do i cope? she was my best friend my hero! The funeral was extremely hard as it the first funeral i have been too! i managed too read a poem for my mum which i wrote myself i prey too god she could hear me! :(
I have recently got a job as a care assitant and i am going too train too be a nurse! i feel i really want too do this to give back what all the amazing people have done for my mum! I just wish with all my heart i could call her and tell her i got the job and what i am going too be doing but i cant! i cant even talk too her! :(
Please please can someone give me some advice!!
thank you xxx
