Clive is off to start radiotherapy for 2 weeks starting Wednesday. He is really starting to need it as his eating has gone down hill and he says drinking is beginning to feel more difficult, so we have to keep our fingers crossed this makes an impact. After finishing the chemo he was just starting to feel brighter in himself and he sneezed and pulled something in his back, which he is just getting over, if if its not one thing its another! Our 12 year old son also managed to break his arm a week ago. I was so frustrated as we want to make this school holiday special and do lots with the kids, but clive is still so tired and I wonder if he is going to be up to it. We have booked a week in Wales for end of August so I am keeping everything crossed he will still be ok by then. We have the Macmillain nurse coming today to talk to us about telling the kids more ,when they have broken up from school. this is probably going to be the most difficult thing we have ever had to do. I still find times when I can't believe its really happened to us. I feel drained and constantly guilty and frustrated at the situation. Supporting someone you love through this is heartbreaking.
