Feeling like its all a bit much at the moment. Clive has been a bit down as his back is giving him constant pain and the cocodomal has bunged him up.
As I like to be busy, i am finding it hard seeing Clive not moving off the sofa much, and me rushing around doing everyrthing. Then I feel soo guilty for feeling cross. Clive says it feels like he is waiting to die, and isn't very motivated to do much at the mo. Anyway we are off to get results from bone scan tomorrow, so will see what oncologist has to say.
