Bad Day Feeling Miserable!!!

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FormerMember

17 Mar 2010

Hi Folks,

I Have been fighting Hodkins Lymphoma since Dec, i am on my 3rd course of chemo. I have now been told that I have a tumour sitting on my spine I am going back to the hospital tomorrow to review mt treatment options....Great!

I have been ok up till now. Now i just feel flat, i feel like i cant fight anymore i just want to give up. I have been reading posts on here today and feel so inspired,

im still grieving for my mum whom i lost in march to cancer. my family dont really want to talk with me about it as its still raw from losing my mum so i just feel so isolated

Did anyone else feel like this in their first few months of treatment.....I dont know what to do......

FormerMember over 15 years ago

Naomi,

Wow what a lot you've had to deal with! No wonder you are feeling lost and confused.

Most of us have one thing thrown at us and wobble but look at how many plates you have spinning.

Hopefully after your appointment tomorrow when they give you options and explain things in more detail, you will feel like you have regained some control.

You can always come here and get support.

Love & Strength to you.

Debs xx
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FormerMember over 15 years ago

Thanks so much Debs, for your kind words. i only joined this morning and the support im getting is incredible.
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FormerMember over 15 years ago

well its the club that no one wants to join, but it has the best members.

Good luck for you appointment tomorrow

Debs xx
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FormerMember over 15 years ago

awww naomi... poor you, losing your mum is awfull... and piled on top of that is having to go through chemo as well bet you feel battered and bruised emotionally.... and chemo can make you feel a bit depressed at the best of times....

i`d like to reinforce what debs said... we are here for you, and i hope you find some help here and lots of friends... i joined just over a year ago and it definately has saved my sanity on occasions

good luck....

liz x

courage ....is when your scared to death... but you saddle up anyway.
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