Hiya its now been 4 months since Bert died and I thought you would like to know that I am beginning to pick myself up and start to get on with my life. I have just returned from 3 weeks in Canada with my step sister and it done me the world of good. I still miss Bert every day and everywhere I go something reminds me of him,but I can honestly say that I am glad that he is no longer suffering as you well know he fought a really hard battle and never really had any chance of surviving but he refused to say that he insisted right up until he had to be completely sedated for everyone's safety including his own, that all he had was a blood disorder. I know he knew he was dying but refused to talk about it all I think perhaps he thought he was protecting me if he did not speak about it. I don't use the site very often I still read the blogs and posts and even though it helped me enormously while Bert was ill I think I need to move on now. I just wanted to thank you for all your support when I needed it.
