Iahve been wondering this week end if this monster has to keep reminding me it has affected my life in ways i know not much about.Have been fine for weeks and weeks now then all of a sudden woke up saterday and felt so bloody tired just same as when finished chemo . managed to get out saturday and do things went bed early but since have been knackered. not been out just sat in front tele , stayed in bed late sun again didn't go out again bed early had today off work just could not face the day in fact still in pj's at seven pm feel ok now though prob won't sleep tonight now how daft is that. wiwll these bouts of tired ness keep coming back any one know . I know my boss has started to think i'm sciving when phone in and tell them having day of . i JUST WANT TO BE FREE OF THIS BLOODY THING ONCE AND FOR ALL
