Weekends I now dislike, today I have spent most of the day in tears, don't know why I just feel very alone today. Saturdays were always our day to do a bit of retail therapy, lunch out and come home to relax for the afternoon as usually we would have been out on a Friday night. I keep reminding myself that I have very supportive friends but its not the same is it! How on earth people move forward from here is beyond me at the moment.
