Funny day today, a guy I work with has a new baby in his life and this has helped take the focus off me a little at work which I like, I'm not a natural at being the subject of attention. I'm managing to go to work for a couple of hours in the morning before an overwhelming tiredness hits me about 11am and I have to leave, I try not to return straight home as there is no real reason to be at home apart from feed the cat! Today I feel very lonely, I have good friends who support me a lot but its not enough, I don't mean to sound ungrateful but it's not the same as having someone totally love, share and support you unconditionally as my husband did. I'm a little scared to be honest of trying anything however I have decided to go for a walk on Sunday with a local walking group (and two close friends) to see how this new thing feels. I don't seem to be able to cope with doing anything we used to do together as I find it too upsetting so by going for something new, maybe, just maybe I can start to feel my way forward towards a new "normal". Watch this space...
FormerMember
Hope the sun shines for you on Sunday.
The circle of life. My son's grandmother died almost to the day he was conceived through IVF. This IVF session was my very very last hope of having a child. So, grandma passed away and a little baby came to life. It was a very strange time.
