Stuck in the middle of funeral arrangements for Dad! This is so painful as mom is not coping at all and is trying to have the same arrangements I did for Doug. I keep explaining to her that Dad and Doug were totally different and slowly she is thinking about music, poems etc.....this hurts a lot as losing two people I adore in 6 weeks is too much.
My doctor has signed me off sick for three weeks but really how am I supposed to survive on thin air? I have been to work for 10 hours after drs orders and as I normally work 28 hours plus another job, money is tight! Had a letter off the benefit people this morning, they say I owe them £132 to add insult to injury! Well they can wait! All I want is Doug home now as its been long enough.....I know this wont happen but it is truly all I want.
I am sure that I am definitely not the only one to realise that winning the lottery would be pointless right now, for without our other halves and health we have very little. Apologies for sounding down but down is where I am.
FormerMember
Wizard:
Wish there was something I could say or do to ease your pain. My heart goes out to you.
