panic setting in

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Tuesday we receive the results of the latest scan. I am worried. What could the results be? Stabilised - I hope, spread to the lymph glands - then what?, further spread then what? I know that I should just wait and see but I am sure that lots of you out ther understand how I am feeling. If it has become either stable or has gone beyond hope we will try to get back to the UK. The health care here is brilliant but if there is no hope your requirements change.

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi, I've just read through your blogs - you should be proud of yourself for all you are doing, I'm sure Ron is in safe hands.  I can't believe the brother in law, well I can, but thought that my family might be unique in the 'head in sand' routine, but I'm learning it is more the normal than the odd unfortunately.

    The waiting is awful, 100 if's buts and maybe's go through your head, you plan for everything - 'plan for the worst and hope for the best' is something i've heard or read along the way - it does no harm to be prepared, however, it does take a strain on your stress levels - go easy on yourself too eh?

    I hope the results are the best they can be for you, I'll have a thought for you and yours on Tuesday.

    Take care

    xxxxxx