Called mum this morning. Her number of neutrophils, white blood cell still low, so lung infection still there. Finally, talked to her a bit today. She even cant manage a full sentence without out of breath.Coughing badly at same time. I hold my tears just let her listen, i talked. Telling her how my daughter cut her hair and i already send it to my sister's phone for her to look at. But i think she feel really bad even she said she's ok, even talking about grandchidren didint cheer her up much. i have to let her go and rest, and i have to put phone down because i cannot hold my tears any longer.
She's there, am here, i am so scared....
