Had chemo today, and saw my consultant oncologist too, was told that he was changing my target therapy and adding 3 more taxol, should have had 3 more to go after todays....... was looking forward to getting the last three over, now have six..... so operation will be delayed by a month, so my rads will be delayed as i am having four weeks of rads after my operation.
Good news is though is the tumour is decreasing even more and my onc is very pleased with that. Im feeling positive again after a couple of weeks of feeling very low and tearful (not like me at all), I know triple negative breast cancer is more difficult to treat but ive always thought positively, until i overheard someone saying about their breast cancer, they said *thank god its not triple negative* and it started me thinking, got my self scared thinking I was going to die, had lots of scenarios in my head of not being here for my girls (two daughters, two grandaughters).
Ive pulled myself back up again though and Im not giving up, gonna laugh my way better and see off this cancer with corny jokes lol .
Doing kung fu kicks around the room helps me when im frustrated lol
thankyou for my friends who have messaged me and helped me so much....... you know your names xxxhugsxxxx
angie xx
