I've noticed over the past few weeks that I've started dreaming again.
I've always been very interested in dreaming and have several books about it. A while ago I got heavily into teaching myself how to lucid dream, and unfortunately after that I 'stopped' dreaming completely.
Last night we were watching TV and I must have dosed off for a minute.
I had one of those really short but really vivid dreams, it seemed to only last about 30 seconds. I was sat on the floor near our bed and I was playing with our rabbit, Cotton. He was nibbling on my fingers. Then I heard a noise upstairs like a bang and the floorboards creaking (I'm convinced we've got a ghost, so I think that's where all this started) and it got louder and louder until there was this really loud banging all around me and suddenly there were two Cottons, and they had one of my fingers in each mouth and they started biting down HARD. I felt something brush past my hair and there was this roaring sound and something grabbed the side of my face and was spinning my head round. I was trying to scream for my boyfriend (I call him Pea) and I remember screaming out for him at least 5 times but nothing was coming out. I was screaming as hard as I could and no sound would come out.
I woke up crying and called out for Pea who was in the bathroom washing his hands. Turns out that whilst I'd fallen asleep he'd gone upstairs to get some ice cream, hence the banging and the creaking floorboards. I was crying my eyes out by this point and had to have a Propanolol to calm down.
Hmmmm....
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