Another whinge

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you guys on this forum must be getting fed up with my winges, but i am a tad worried, upset and scared, back in april i was worried but optemistic that i would get though this ordeal and go on to get on with my life with out the prospect of a terminal verdict, in june we knew it was a challenge as for some reason they decided not to give me a chance at a third collection of stem cells, but straight to hdc whoopie i thought i skip an extra week of chemo, not relising it may of been better to have an extra week of chemo.and a better chance of life, fastfoward three months and my hdc had been declared failed, 

Ok ct scan showed two small tumors in my lungs, woohoo, can be removed via surgery

yep small issue. A month after surgery my tumor markers back up to over 100 so still active cancer and a long seven week wait to see if it was localised and therefore treatable

yep one 5mm tumor in my right lung, yes yes yes curable by surgery

 

nope surgeon want to wait to see what happens

 

so now i have a failing kidney due to all my treatment, and now growing tumors in my lungs

 

thanks alot , 

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