well in 4-5 weeks time i have another scan to see if there are only one or two germ cell cancerous nodules in my lungs, if so all well and good, as it be surgery for a possible cure,
and why not me? I. Mean other people have been cured by surgery so why not me??
but am i looking at this as vain hope, would the consultants lie to me? I mean nothing gone right so far? Should i be spending my money enjoying things as if inhad a few months left, or should i be cautious and know i have bills to pay if im cured?
oh does anyone read this? Should i carry on blogging?
