We have recently found out that my mum has stage 3 lung cancer....its been a long and painful wait to find out these results and finally next week we will know her treatment options. Its hard to know what to think, feel and say. I think I just needed to say that, to type it, to read, to process it and accept it. I have family and friends who could support me but I feel alone with this...its as though not mentioning it won't make it real. My poor mum, she's not ready to go and were not ready to let her go. I know were not in the worst position and I almost feel selfish writing this when so many people are struggling but yet here I am and I feel a mess.....life is tough more so with this damn covid. We are hoping for the best news but preparing for the worst, I have this nagging feeling that the news won't be good. Were all trying to be hopeful and remain positive.
Yes I totally agree. It's such a cruel world 
 I'm so close to my mum. Im really struggling to get my head around it all. And totally heart broken. My mum hasn't spoke about it or anything. She doesn't want to know. How's yours coping with it all xx
