Secondry breast cancer ,

Hi Sha53

I was diagnosed in September with lobula breat cancer with bone mets in spine, ribs, clavicle and sternum. 

I know how you feel about been strong for everyone. I prefer going to hospital by myself rather than having to worry about the other person with me. Occasionally I take a friend or my daughter but only when I know there will be no surprises or waiting for test results. I have cried a few since been diagnosed but only when telling other people and usually it’s them starting me off. 
I get results of a CT scan on Monday and will be going on my own. I have told everyone it’s just a routine appointment. I find that I need to get my head round things first before telling people it helps because when I tell people I don’t get upset I am matter of fact and come across as positive which helps them. Sorry if that does not make sense. 
Good luck with your treatment. 
Joanne x

Hi Sha53 you are so right, I feel as though I am shielding and comforting everyone, hiding my own feelings, because of course we love them so much and don’t want to cause anxiety and upset. Gets a bit much sometimes though, doesn’t it?