Results of CT scan

Just palliative care now. How did your interview go?

Thanks Ulls, yes we live in hope don't we. xx

Hi little fi sorry about your results. Our families Im sure would want us to try everything under the sun but we have to make out decisions no matter how hard.

Take care of yourself and come here to rant or giggle whenever needed. Xx

little fi

I only try and do jobs, as now on my own, hubby got dx 4 days before i finished 3 years treatment, then i lost him, he kept me going.

if i sit about which i did the other day, well my mind was in over drive. I wish so much he was here with me, , but alas.

You have to do the best for you, and there will come a time, when i to will be where you are

Got told for me radiotherapy again

, every day is so tiring, and they are going to test a piece of my biopsy to see if suitable for another drug out there, if not it will be chemo.. i do not have time for all this, getting older and life is getting harder .

Get your thoughts round the situation, when we are content, with out decisions, then for me, that has to be the right way to go.

xxx

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little-fi said:

How did your interview go?

Yeah, job interview went well, thank you.  But they are now supposed to phone me today and they haven't!  I suppose I should not get worried until next week.  I don't know how many they were interviewing and where (dual located team).

They say no news, good news

How annoying that they didn't call. Hanging on waiting for a call is so stressful. Glad it went well. xx

Thank you xx

Ahh Ellie, I can only imagine how lonely it must get not having hubby with you. 

I hope the biopsy proves a positive outcome for the next treatment. Radiotherapy, although initially reduced the tumour in my lung, it also left me with permanent tissue damage causing breathlessness which I'm struggling with. Can't do a lot of things I used to which is so frustrating. I miss my home not being as clean and tidy as hubby and daughter are not the tidiest and it annoys me so much. Learning to switch off is hard!  xx

Little fi I am sorry to hear your news, thinking of you xx