Thank you Patrick for the link. I think it is really well written and resonate with my situation.
I feel now I am in the long middle / extra time bit. Before my op, I know pretty much I have another 12-18 months max but now that time frame is extended to 4-5 years on average, one never knows. I feel confused psychologically and actually more stressed because of it. I would like to stick to my mental state before the operation. As she put living is not about productivity / doing but simply about being. I hope I can hold on to this rather than going back to my old self.
How are you doing? Hope immunotherapy is kind to you.
Stella x
Hi
I had a busy weekend. Friday in London with pre op assignments, haircuts, dinner with friends, managed 12,000 steps. Had my bronchoscopy biopsy on Saturday and was given a corner suite with a giant living room.
Bach home , went a farm market and Sunday lunch with friends.
Now having a cup of tea with daffodils from the garden including the new variety the apricot double petals one.

How is everyone’s weekend? X
Ha ha now we have three regal felines. It sounds like you are on similar treatment to me Angie. I have 3 weeks on the 1 week off then in for injection and get meds. I have the hospice phoning me today and I really don't know what to say to them or what they can do for me at this point. Oncologist recommended it not sure why, anyone else use their services?
Lee x
You certainly had a busy, productive weekend Stella. Has your hair grown back now? I have never seen such beautiful daffodils Stella, I didn't know you could get apricot color ones. They are gorgeous. Thank you for the link Patrick will have a read.
Lee x
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