Hi Folks
been a few days since I was on as its been the crazy aftermath of having a 'wee turn' indenting up in A&E where after lots of tests they decided it might be the cancer mets and on Saturday I had a head CT to see if it has spread to my brain. I am trying to hold it together but am really scared.
Ive just started on the chemo and apart from being stupid tired and an upset tummy its been going ok. Now I have this to deal with and when I asked my oncology nurse she said if its positive and on my brain I will have to stop chemo to have an operation and radiotherapy.
This is just too much - I had managed to cope with all the bones starting to cause mobility problems and losing my independence. How am I going o handle this?
What does it mean? Has anyone else had this happen to them with secondary breast mets?
Thanks everyone for your support and good wishes. The only celebration I did was to come down with a head cold! the joys of visiting hospitals 
Eddie I am sorry to hear you have had such a lot of difficult results and hope that you are doing ok. Its tough when the news is not good. Lets hope they are able to turn things around for you and give you some relief.
Annette - how did the scan go?
How do people handle the worries of waiting for results? It feels like the constant poking and prodding and waiting is a roller coaster.
