THE ORIGINAL GANG OF MUSHROOM ROPE BUILDERS (i.e Mel & Em's thread cont...)
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This is the start of a new journey for me and my much loved friends from the original Oesophegus thread on general discussions.
We have become a close group and this will be our new home to continue our journey as life has become very hard for many of us and we keep re-living our journeys with lots of newbies which puts us all back a bit.
So my lovely friends Mel, Sam, Helen, Bern, Jac, Nic, Dawn, Sue, Cath, Lesley, Jani and the many other special friends Mel and I have made over the last 16 months this is it we have a new home.
Love to all and extra strength to carry us through our next stage XXX
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Em,
hopefully you will see this post before you head off to the wedding, but I do hope you get to have a nice time and you are not in too much pain or distress.
A dear friend of mine's father has been diagnosed with stage 2 Oesophegus Cancer. As you can imagine this has hit really hard so I may not be around for a while.
Also I am going back to hospital today as I am having more symptoms that need looking into I now have swelling in my hands and feet with burning sensations and I am so fed up right now it's unbelieveable. I just want to go back to a time when life was normal!!!!!!!
Thank you friends, for all my lovely birthday wishes. You are all very kind. X
Thinking of you Em, and wishing you loads better. X
I decided to post a dedication to David (Lindale) on the original thread, as I didn't want him to be forgotten. Can't explain why really, but I think you will get what I mean.
I have had some more blood taken this morning and I am hoping the consultant will ring me with the results but as we know they are'nt always that good at following things up.
I really am feeling pretty bad at the moment and I really wish they would hurry up and tell me whats going on.
I hope you are all doing as well as you can I know I have been very self absorbed lately but fingers crossed I will be back to normal asap.
I know i've not been posting in a long time, but i do still keep an eye on you all. I want to thank each of you for your help and support in the past months, i think about each one of you on a daily basis, but i find it really hard being here and think it is time for me to move on, i don't want to let Cancer drag me down.
I've made some changes all ready, i've dyed the blonde brown and joined slimming world - i've lost 5lbs this week. I need to make changes in my life for ME!!! and i know mum would agree and support me.
I will still check in on the thread and the previous thread (although it's so painful to read through) when i'm strong enough to cope with it.
Love to you all, your such a tremendous bunch and i do feel a bit selfish because i cannot support the way you all can, so i feel a bit of a failure in that respect.
Nicxxx
PS Please all behave, because i will still be keeping a watchful eye over the trouble makers lol
Is this TRUE??????????
a man?
