THE ORIGINAL GANG OF MUSHROOM ROPE BUILDERS (i.e Mel & Em's thread cont...)
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This is the start of a new journey for me and my much loved friends from the original Oesophegus thread on general discussions.
We have become a close group and this will be our new home to continue our journey as life has become very hard for many of us and we keep re-living our journeys with lots of newbies which puts us all back a bit.
So my lovely friends Mel, Sam, Helen, Bern, Jac, Nic, Dawn, Sue, Cath, Lesley, Jani and the many other special friends Mel and I have made over the last 16 months this is it we have a new home.
Love to all and extra strength to carry us through our next stage XXX
Hang in there sweet. When things get so bad that you feel alone and scared. Just close your eyes take a few deep breaths and know that many of us here are with your in spirit, holding your hand and sending you much love. xx
Thanks for everything girls.....yip its been another rotten day.....I can see Dan's tumour growing...as it grows it makes a hole in his neck and there is such a difference between this morning and this evening. The crator edges are so red and inflammed... it looks so volcanic like with the crust now having come away there is such a real sense of an eruption. I am so scared...there I've said it...a week of two children with ecoli isn't half as worrying as the way I feel tonight. I want to check him all the time, check that maybe things have stopped...maybe even reversed, anything but this. I'm afraid now of the time we have together....afraid that he'll not see father's day, afraid that the tree house will be the last thing he does for his children. Help me understand, help me sort this out, just help me have the strength to survive and cope for our children. Is he still up and about hell yes ...that is the cruelest hand we've been dealt...Dan is in good spirits and this will be the sickest he probably wioll ever be...so how will I explain to the children that their daddy will die soon when he's still able to read the bedtime story? Life my friends can be so unfair!!!!!!!!!!!
Jac, keep talking honey. Come on, get these fears out in the open. Don't keep them blocked in. You need all your strength now and hiding things to yourself will only sap your strength.
Have sent you a message honey. Hope it makes sense? You will survive and cope, cause Dans love will help you. Your love for your children will help you. Your inner strength will help you. You will cope Jac, cause you will have too. Coping means being afraid and many other emotions. For the time being though honey, you don't have to think about that, cause its not time.
The tree house- well Dan will be bringing your beautiful children joy for many, many years to come. If you are having the opening, then get the children to give him a best dad badge anyway.
Jac, big hugs honey. Enjoy every precious minute you can. Get Dan to read lunchtime stories to you. Let his high spirits give you the strength to smile too. Much love Bern xx
I'm sorry, I don't know your story. If you point me in the right direction I'll read up. Your last post alone bought tears to my eyes. I hope we can help you in some way.
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