I was told this week that my liver and colon cancer were inoperable and that there were now just two options left to me.
A) Palliative Chemo
B) Palliative Care
I have opted - for the moment - for palliative chemo but I am having second thoughts. My initial 6 rounds of regular chemo left me feeling pretty bad physically and psychologically and reading the side effects of the palliative chemo drugs and the paraphanalia involved (permanent arm needle fix plus pump) I am not at all sure that I need to put myself through that misery just for what may only be a few extra weeks of life. In addition my life would become a succession of hospital visits, scans, discussions etc etc with no discernible improvement in quality of life while at the same time suffering some of the truly ghastly side effects of palliative chemo.
I'm looking to achieve some quality of life from my remaining time with care and dignity being my top priorities irrespective of the time frame. Control of pain and the feeling that someone in the community nursing is looking after ME - I'm told it's very good in my area - could well be an overriding factor in my final deliberation.
I know we are entering "how long is a piece of string" territory but was is the typical extra life span of someone who takes palliative chemo?