My mom was diagnosed with secondary breast cancer about 3.5 years ago. Things have been tough since September with my mom undergoing 10 sessions of chemo to fight a bit of progression. During this period they found very small scatter of mets in her brain so she then underwent 10 sessions of brain radiotherapy. Since then she has been very up and down, my dad has been signed off work to look after her but she isn’t really able to get out and do much which is heartbreaking.
She is normally so positive and strong but that has all been taken away and she just seems broken and down. I feel like I avoid going round sometimes as I feel helpless and useless as I don’t know what I can do to help. I just want to know what small things I can do to try and boost her mood and make things a bit happier for her. I feel like if I can help some way I might feel a bit better.
I’m currently not doing so well, crying and emotional, can’t switch off. Ive been awake since 2am and upset now, I have work in the morning and I just don’t know how I can face being productive and carrying on while I feel like this. I just don’t know what to do.
i just want my mom to be happy and I just feel like it isn’t possible at the moment, she’s just going through an endless relentless cycle of misery.