It's just been over a week since my wife passed away some days I feel OK and then it hits me that she had gone my step daughter has been there for me ,she has done everything to do with the funeral and all the other things I couldn't do the funeral is on this Saturday I know that I will have family and friends around me for a couple of days after funeral but it's when they have gone and house will be very quiet I thing I will find it hard and I will have to go back work which I will find it hard ,I know my wife is always there and keeping an eye on me