The Butterfly Who Flapped Too Hard

  • It's been a while

    2 months in fact apparently, since my last blog post.

    There's been a few things happening health wise - you can see them on my profile if you're interested - but most of the time has been spent sleeping. I'm just SOOOOO tired at the moment, and I'm just not sure why.

    Also, TMI moment coming up, I have the worst wind I've ever experienced before. And it's constant. It's to the point where it builds up…

  • Ups and Downs

    This weekend has been full of ups and downs really.

    I was invited out to the theatre with friends on Friday, but unfortunately had to cancel as there was no way my spasming body could sit in a theatre seat for 3 ish hours. Yup, spasms are new. lol. They were bad on Friday, with it feeling like someone had plugged my back into the mains for a few seconds, which even made me cry out with the shock and pain. I'd have laughed…

  • Bicycle bicycle bicycle

    "I want to ride my bicycle bicycle bicycle
    I want to ride my bicycle
    I want to ride my bike
    I want to ride my bicycle
    I want to ride it where I like"

    But I can't.

    1 - It's upstairs in the attic bedroom.

    2 - It's broken and needs a good seeing too.

    3 - Oh yeh, I have cancer in my bones and hlding myself upright for too long gives me lots of pain.

    Darn it!

    It has been SUCH nice weather these past few…

  • A song

    For those who have read the rest of this blog, you'll have seen where I spoke about music and lyrics. Well, I heard another one tonight that I felt like sharing, as it was something I needed to hear and so I figured others might too.

    You can find the music here and the lyrics are as follows:


    "Feeling broken
    Barely holding on
    But there's just something so strong
    Somewhere inside me
  • The mushroom that made me.

    Figured I should do a shout out to the mushroom that (probably) gave me cancer. Mushroom cloud that is!!

    So, on the 26th of April, 1986 a nuclear reactor in The Ukraine was turned off to stress test the system. Well, it seems that the system was pretty damned stressed, and didn't take well at all to being turned off. It also didn't help, that it hadn't been set up properly in the first place, and a number of other dodgy…