The Butterfly Who Flapped Too Hard

  • *Crawls out from under a pile of net and foam*

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    Omg.....

    Just......

    OMG.....

    I've been a little MIA this past month because all of my energy has been going into being creative. In my last post I mentioned heading to help fit costumes for an opera company. Well, I also ended up making ALL the headgear for the show as well - all 60 pieces. So all energy and time went into coming up with designs and then making the designs a reality. It took a little over 100 hours to…

  • Pain - some thoughts, experiences, and musings

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    I was asked my opinion on pain on another blog post, in one of the comments - and I thought that the reply warranted its own post. So, here we are.

    Pain, sucks.

    It's really that simple, and in my own opinion, I'd say it's the worst thing about this disease when it's all looked at as a whole. For myself, the pain is what's stopping me from; going out and doing things, cleaning my house, enjoying things when I am out…

  • Understanding

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    So. I've seen a lot of people sharing posts on facebook recently due to a number of suicides, asking for people suffering from depression to know that they aren't alone, and that the person sharing said post is there for them if ever needed. All they need to do is to reach out and ask to chat or to ask for help and they would be there for them. That's all well and good, and I'm sure the person who shared said post feels…

  • Snugglebug, Ladybug, and Stinkbug

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    I thought I'd introduce you to the things that keep me company, drive me mad, make me laugh, make me angry, make me coo, and make me shout - as well as so much more. My cats!

    I've always loved cats above other animals, and as a student, I adopted one from a friend when she had to move abroad. He was with me for years until he finally passed at the ripe old age of 18 ish. I then needed a break, to grieve and reconcile…

  • The pay-off

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    So, if you follow my blog in order then a couple of things..... 1 - you weirdo! 2 - I'm sorry! 3 - you'll know I was heading out last night. If you don't follow my blog and have just come across it.... 1 - Run away! 2 - I went out last night. lol

    It's the first time out since my latest RAI, which I'm still suffering from. Naps are once again the majority of my life, and everything I want to do around the…