The Butterfly Who Flapped Too Hard

  • Fake Friends

    F*ck them!


    I have something stronger in mind, because I am both raging and in tears, but I've been whapped before for swearing on here and I don't fancy it again.


    But seriously. F*ck them!!!


    You know what? Trying to navigate your way through a cancer diagnosis and the treatments on offer is not easy. In fact, it's bloody difficult sometimes. You're told that this is what's happening inside…

  • Understanding

    So. I've seen a lot of people sharing posts on facebook recently due to a number of suicides, asking for people suffering from depression to know that they aren't alone, and that the person sharing said post is there for them if ever needed. All they need to do is to reach out and ask to chat or to ask for help and they would be there for them. That's all well and good, and I'm sure the person who shared said post feels…

  • You couldn't make this up!

    Googlemuma, don't read this post. lol. It'll ruin the feel good vibes you got from the last post!

    So! The last blog post I did had me waiting for an appointment for a Hysteroscopy. Well, it turns out the doc put through the appointment as urgent, so I was seen yesterday for everything. The St James in Leeds really needs to update and decorate some of the older parts, because when you're used to the cancer wing…

  • I'm going to be rich!!!

    New business idea!

    I've come across a very strong and powerful source of natural gas that's totally renewable. If I can find a way to harvest it, and make it usable for the grid.... I'd be a millionaire!

    Kitten farts! Totally the way forward! I've never come across a gas so pungent, and so frequently excreted!

    Let the money roll in..... or I'd settle for a gas mask..... heck, air freshener would do…

  • Pain - some thoughts, experiences, and musings

    I was asked my opinion on pain on another blog post, in one of the comments - and I thought that the reply warranted its own post. So, here we are.

    Pain, sucks.

    It's really that simple, and in my own opinion, I'd say it's the worst thing about this disease when it's all looked at as a whole. For myself, the pain is what's stopping me from; going out and doing things, cleaning my house, enjoying things when I am out…