First Blog - Its Back

Hello Everyone This is the first time I have 'blogged' anywhere so bear with me if I seem not to know what I am doing cos I DONT! I was originally diagnosed with Stage 4 Lung Cancer with Metastases in November last year and underwent both radio and chemotherapy (Gem/Carbo). The tumours shrank and I was doing great. Started with some back pain about 6 weeks ago but held off going to the docs until my follow up appointment (don't ask me why, I don't know). Well, had another CT scan and a bone scan and yes, the little tyke is back and growing faster than before. There is now also, a visible 'lump' on my back. Went to see the oncologist at the Christie Hospital again this morning and although they cannot offer me any more radiotherapy, I am about to start a second course of chemo on Monday 7th September. Suits me better because my father in law is 80 next Sunday and we have some things planned for over the bank holiday and I do not want to feel off colour for his celebrations. The treatment they have offered is called Docetaxel (Taxotere) which is new to me so I have no idea of my reaction. The Gem/Carbo affected by bone marrow quite badly and I ended up having blood and platelet transfusions every 3 weeks. I have been told that this stuff is more toxic so I may have more severe but different side effects and I will definately lose my hair this time (well at least I won't suffer from nits). Apparently I have to take steroids for 3 days whilst having this treatment so I will probably be climbing walls and blogging at all hours of the day and night to keep myself occupied. I am not looking forward to this treatment at all and if anyone out there has had it and can let me know how they coped then I would appreciate it. I am just going to enjoy the next 2 weeks fully and get out and about as much as I can while I feel up to it. I have no intention of losing my sense of humour, it's what keeps me going although some people think I am a little strange making jokes about mouth ulcers and bowel habits but I believe a good laugh is the best medicine some times. Well, I hope this has not depressed any of you too much, keep your chins up, smile and count your blessings, I have many - wonderful husband, brilliant family and friends, nice home and I can finally be off work without feeling guilty. Thanks for listening Vicky