not a good day

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Hi to all,

Today is the third day when all I want to do is cry. I feel totally miserable and I don't know why, as now the pain is more under control I should be feeling better and I don't.

Feel better by late afternoon but mornings are so uncomfortable and by the time it's bed-time I feel shattered again.

When initially diagnosed in 2007 went through the treatment with not a tear shed, but now I think it's just hit me hard. I'm sorry to be miserable but if I speak out loud about how I feel I just break down.

I don't think I can continue this for now.

Talk soon.

Vee.

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Oh Vee - I am sorry.   We know the morning horrors only too well.  The patches have been helping.  Have you got those?  At least the pain killer is getting into the system all through the night.  

    I do hope that tomorrow is better for you.  

    Thinking of you,

    xxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    You poor sweetheart!

    So sorry to hear you're feeling poorly.

    My heart goes out to you.

    Love and gentle *hugs*

    Marjorie

    x x x x

  • It is good you can express yourself here to your cyber friends. You are entitled to moan and you have my every sympathy.

    Best wishes,

    KateG

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    so sorry your feeling so bad, moan as much as you like... thats what we`re here for, we all have bad days |(((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))

    liz xxxxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Some times it seems so hard to carry on fighting and the idea is to put your feeling down so your cyber friends can help pick you up again Vee and it is ok to say 'no I am not ok'. We are here for you love supporting you all the way my lovely, because that is what friends do....love Carol xx