hello folks, it's been a while since my last blog and the reason why is I just haven't been able to cope with it all.
I am now feeling stronger and back to being me and not Vee with secondary cancer. I have been suffering for weeks with a really painful neck that the pain meds just didn't want to shift on the dose I was on and I ended up in A&E having x-rays, thankfully no cracked vertebrae. So where was the pain coming from and what was the cause, the onc thought it was the tumour on C2 which really frightened me and sent me spiralling downwards through all the negative thoughts of what if I can't beat this, how was I going to cope and I was unable to talk to family and friends without breaking down.
Well the turning point for me was when I recieved my copy of the letter the onc sent to my GP in which he started the letter with "This Unfortunate woman". well I can tell you people this made me quite cross to say the least, I have a name and how dare he refer to me in that manner, this was just what I needed to kick start me. I upped the meds and went to see GP bout neck, it turns out I am so stressed all my tendons and muscles around my neck have gone into a spasm and trapped a nerve, It is now much better and it won't be long before I can actually lie down in bed instead of being propped up.
I had an ultra sound of my pelvis last Thursday and got the results yesterday, they show I have a thick lining to my womb which is thicker than normal, so now in July I have to have an Hystoroscope to have a look see, hopefully nothing to be concerned about and no point in stressing about it.
Everyone of you who bother to post on my blog I thank you as your words of encouragement mean a lot and I really appreciate them , as I know you all have your own probs to deal with and I hope I can help anyone who wants it.
Love and hugs to you all.
Veexx
