just a quick update to the blog i left yesterday....
it was a cancer advisor my radiotherapist had arranged for me to see today so after my radiotherapy i trundled off to her office a little anxious as i wasnt sure what to expect ,but she was lovely ,reassuring and very comforting she even wiped away my tears and gave me a big hug she said i'm not going mad lol but am just human ,that i need to talk and get things off my chest .....i'm attempting to carry on as normal as i can to protect my children ,family and friends then quite literally breaking down on my own which is normally during the evening when i should be sleeping,so lack of sleep isn't helping matters (my husband has recently started nights so he can be there during the day to attend my hospital appointments) the advisor is going to come see me again tomorrow for a little chat and has put me forward for councilling which i'm not a 100% convinced i need right now but thought i'ld go once see how i feel if it helps talking openly about my fears ,concerns etc without the worry of hurting those closest to me it has to be of some benefit doesn't it ????
trudy xxxxx
FormerMember
hi t,
thanks once again for the advice its greatly appreciated..... i didnt panic to much to be honest ,think it was because i was aware of what was happening. i just lay down quietly on my bed and concentrated on my breathing which helped a lot ....
