is it wishfull thinking

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hi folks,i jump on and off this site, i read a lot of things and let them sink in.

I havent had chemo like many of you seem to have had, my cancer doesnt respond well to chemo, so major facial surgery was the road i went down,hence so far i havent put a picture on my profile,i have a prosthetic nose and beleive you me what a difference it makes to me, not having to wear dressings on my face and being more normal ( ignoring the prats out there),anyway 1 of my main implants for holding the prosthesis on failed so ive got a temporary set up at the moment ( have done for the last 12 months),have now had stage 1 of 2 to insert new implant, anyway new consultant arrived at my local hospital, friend of my original consultant surgeon, he wants me to go see a proffesor he trained under to see what he thinks to see if they can do a reconstruction, ive already been told once that surgery was too extensive for a rebuild,and have accepted everything so far, but somewhere down there is a little bit of wishfull thinking, especially when you read about some of the things they have done in america, anyway ive nothing to lose i can always listen and see what the man says, so i suppose somewhere out there is a little strand blowing around that we all wish to grab onto no matter how frail the hope.

all the best to everyone warm wishes.   ski 

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    You keep that hope going and grab that strand and never let it go my love. I wish you all the very best with your treatment. You take care..love Carolxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    thank you everyone, its something i have to wait and see whats said first, and it also involves my loved ones because it will be back on the treadmill again, we all accept the way i look with the prosthesis,( only my wife has seen me without it on ), im still the same person i was, with some modifications in mind and spirit, but i get so frustrated that i could say b ***er it, I just want to get back to working, anything with a wage, anyway enough, i have read of other peoples problems on this site, and i do count myself lucky, to all you others out there with your own problems, keep plodding away, there are worse than us in this big bad world. warm wishes to everyone and again thank you