Cancer has not spread. Chemo starts on 28th April managed to negoiate a reprive as i need to sort out so much prior to chemo and need my head to be in the right place. Radio therapy and Tamox tablets after as well.
Also got a chance to tell oncology team how badly i felt i had been treated and the total lack of aftercare that i have recieceved . I actually felt in control for the first time in months.
will finally get my results of tumour analysis, bloods and scans etc. Its DOUBLE EDGED KNIFE i want to know but i dont as i want my life to just carry on as normal.I have been coming up with all sorts off plans to evade the dreaded chemo for a variety of reasons deep down i dont think these are going to work and i will have to acceptt Cemo will happen just when it will is a negoiation. So much to juggle being a single…
