Hey
Just needed to get some thoughts down. Looks like only a few short months we are back fighting this stupid disease again. Am just devastated. I cant believe this is happening just whenthings for the first time started to look ok. How on earth r you supposed to cope with this news. Knowing that you r back here again, knowing that the prognosis isnt quite so rosy (dont get me wrong I know its still early and we have loads of options) but still how do you trust those same doctors who said everything will be fine now. Im so unbelievable scared and i keep telling myself surely it should be easier to cope with this time, you know whats in store, you know the facts and figures and what treatments are available, you looked this all up to begin with, but i think knowing is worse, nt being able to be shuffeled along in some sort of dazed shock which im sure is what got me through first time. I just want to scream and shout and cry and cry and cry
thanks just needed to blurt for a bit
